Monday, January 2, 2012

Ohai 2012!

Happy New Year 2012! I ushered in the new year by being grateful for all that has happened, having the love one's beside, celebrate with friends and drink a toast to the year ahead. On the second day of the year, I woke up very early in the morning and had 2 hours of deep reflection and prayer. Only God knows that I am very afraid of this brand new year, phobia state..
I'm at the state where I feel like giving up my life and leaving everything behind, I know this sound really stupid. All the challenges and impossible circumstances is haunting me =( and the worst case, no one ever understand. "Words you can trust" shook me up this morning. I'm told to trust His words and put myself into His loving arms that He will be with me and he will never leave or forsake me. What is impossible with men is possible with God. Wipe the tears and with tonnes of courage, I prepared the list of resolution.
Resolution of year 2012:
  1. First resolution will be totally same as last year, my study. I want to graduate soon, I am sick of that place! I stumbled, I fall, I am depressed. This is the greatest challenge in my life, I must have faith because faith has one great answer to ten thousands 'hows'. Dear Lord, I need You in every second of my life.. Dear family and friends, I really need your support and cares. Wish me luck!
  2. I need to buy a new pair of good sports shoes. I can see/feel that cellulite is accumulating on my thigh and my belly is gaining some abdominal fat ughhh.. I need an exercise routine! Hit the field or gym at least once a week!
  3. Earn more, shop more, travel more. No planning on this year vacation yet. I must travel at least once a year.
  4. Hunt and own the white swan Swarovski necklace!
  5. Work on my relationship with God, family, friends and also the dearest dear. With 501 ministry, TAG 2 and Salt Power, I strongly believe that my relationship with God can go even stronger and deeper. For my family and friends, I need to talk more with them, I guess some had lost track of me, I'm sorry. As for the dear, we're both adult but I still can't grow up.. yet. We need more understanding and communication to make our heart grow fonder instead of drawing us apart.
Whatever God can do, faith can do; and whatever faith can do, prayer can do when it is offered in faith. I look forward to the brand new year and all it brings. I commit this whole year unto His mighty hand. How about your new year resolution? Mind sharing? May the year 2012 brings you happiness, success, peace and hope. Happy New Year 2012!

3 ♥comments♥:

natasha87 said...

the 3rd pic is not u . is ur sis!!!! XD.

daphne said...

me la >.< but a very old pict.. is that we really look alike? or i really look young LOL

JenKin Yat said...

happy new year to you too my dear...
hope the God will lead you the path and i'll be with you along the way...

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